How i wish i never grow up

haiyer those assignments/projects i am having now are seriously so dry and boring man i don't like that i have to use the workshop in order to do my things now no workshop i can't do anything if only my dad owns a workshop lol why can't it be more interesting it's so dnt me don't like i like art vc leh their projects/assignments are way more interesting then mine yeah confirmed tiring but at least it's something you like what right i hope someday we get to exchange assignments/projects leh i think it will be fun mine is soooooooo b-o-r-i-n-g how i wish i can change course secondary school days are really the best so carefree please too late to realised it huh those carefree days are over.

I hate myself!
Hate that i am really lazy keep procrastinating.
Hate that i can't do anything well.
Hate that i want to score well but i am doing nothing to acheive it.
Hate that i am always not trying and doing my best.



It's not that i don't want to do, it's i don't know how to start. Everything seems to be a question mark to me..